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"Fuck You Asshole" and then the call disconnected.... With the call, their relationship... or whatever that remained between the two...

Where did it all go wrong ?
Was i too much Possessive ? Was I over-controlling ?
I tried to be a good lover. I was a good lover.
I loved every little fragment of her.
Every little glance, every little smile,
every little word out of her lips.
Intense pain now it is, her very lips cursing me.

A year of Love. A year of rift.
Now, minutes into my eternal loneliness,
I think back into our love

Love at first meet.
"How can this be, love so quickly ?" I was dubious
"Love doesn't linger and wait. It seizes without notice" she replied...

She was instinctive... I believed in reasons...
Reason - My heart's mighty foe...
Yet, I fell in love...
How can I, her love deny ?
The alluring angel, staring at my eye.

Thus begun, our journey of love.
Thinking back, now, alone , i get a new perspective on me and my love , she and her love. Our love was mutual, yet not the same. Her's was romantic, head in the clouds passionate and utopian. Mine was down to the earth practical, analytical and always in pursuit for logic.

We were two different people when our love emerged.
We were changed when our love ceased,
Different from our own selves.
In cupid's game of hearts... we were two mis-matched toys.
And we've lost the game even before the game began.


(P.S - Been in a terrible moody state nowadays.... so posting this older post of mine from WL.
College is going fine... its just that everyone has started studying a lot n i'm in no mood for studying. Even the sight of the big fat books make me nauseus. hope I recover from this slump. K. bye for now...)

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19 people have commented

Geeez.. God Save our Love.. Waht you have mentioned above is about me and Ziyaad.. ;)

hehe.. only thing is that the first part should have been her's.. :)

Nicely written.

And Kicks off your butt! POI PADI!!

July 11, 2009 10:50 AM

hey dude, get over this. jadoooo ki zappiya....

wots making u in such a remores mood?

remember happiness lies within u and not on external factors. not on any other indiviudal than u....

find it within u and u d be all over it!!

cheer up doc

Sam

July 11, 2009 10:58 AM

cmon bro!! cheer up.
just hope that ur post is fiction...
if it is then the guy of the post should really bang his head somewhere...in love yu gotta follow the hurt...love is spontaneous...if yu use ur head or logic...its not ove anymore..

cheers

July 11, 2009 12:13 PM

correct da ... final yr medicine s screwing us. not able to read n not able to show interest in anything. everywhere the medicine nightmare follows, even in this comment on seeing the word able - i see the CHIEF saying " you shud not use ABLE in history , if u use it becomes examination, u ll be failed "

HELL ...

July 11, 2009 2:34 PM

nice writing da , i dont know ur WL site , so reading first here only.
write more da ,

July 11, 2009 2:35 PM

hey.. cheer up guy...!!! have a grt day ahead...

July 11, 2009 5:13 PM

this was amazing !!! loved it :)

July 11, 2009 11:31 PM

all i'd say is - u better start studyin!!! cheer up...

July 12, 2009 12:19 AM

@brocasarea
Yep... thats on my mind too...

@Nuchu
He he... dont worry... Ever heard the term 'opposites attract' ??

hmm... padika try panraen. romba kashtam...

July 12, 2009 7:18 AM

@bamble
Thanks for the piece of mind Sam.
will think about it the next time when i'm moody...

@Freelancer
Its only fiction bro...
actually they've broken up and then only he thinks why their love ended... n he tries to console himself...

July 12, 2009 7:21 AM

@shiva
Thanks da.
Yep medicine screws us big time...
But the surgery postings that follow it is like a big shock absorber da... no work here... just go and stand...

@Dr.Riya
Thanks riya.

July 12, 2009 7:22 AM

@lost mermaid
Thanks mermy...

@Chandana
Actually I study... a little... just bits and pieces of everything..

@Asit
Thanks man...

July 12, 2009 7:25 AM

chill bro...u'll be fine!!!
Nice post though u knw wht, its mostly these opp couples who make a relationship last!!!

July 12, 2009 11:24 AM

Hi Medico...
Being here for the first time..
But your posts and the entire blog looks awesome..
the poems are really intense and nice to read...:)
Will keep following this blog from now on..
Hope you will take time to visit my green horn blog sometime!!!!
Keep writing...

July 13, 2009 9:06 PM

"I tried to be a good lover", Never try, you have to be a good lover :)

Another good one pal :)

July 14, 2009 4:59 PM

Arun,let me be frank...you either must have experienced it or must be a Genius...No other option...Bcoz it just can't be creative,practically-speaking....And regarding Genius...there's a saying "An Intelligent Person learns from his own mistakes and a Genius learns from others' mistakes..." So wat r u Intelligent or Genius???

July 15, 2009 12:43 AM

@comfy numb
yeah... agree with u on that..
Familiarity breeds contempt..

@Fiducia
Thanks for stoppin by my blog F..
n thnk u very much for the praises..

@Drwiz
he he... k dude..
when im in luv.. i will.. :)

@sathesh
he he
neither genius and defnitly not experienced...
just heresay from my friends...

July 15, 2009 10:42 AM

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